【Hatsune Miku】- DIARRHEA (CD-R Version) 【Utsu-P】

初音ミク

Track 12 from Utsu-P's CD-R album.

Japanese/English Lyrics:
uso de nuri katameta dodai zeiku kuzureteku sonzai
yagate susun deku jidai matatakuma ni dai houkai
bunanna michi dake saketai kagayaiteru omotebutai
aso kono hikari wo abitai kanaetai, murina negai?

Foundation painted in lies, Existence collapsing without energy
And so time flows by, a landslide in a blink of an eye
I want to avoid any neutral paths, a shining stage
I want to bathe in that place's light, is that too much of a wish?

tooi hikari aoku kagayaki
chikazu kitakute murishita
tsumoru kentaikan waita shousou kan
keshite kienu urei no yami

At the far away shining blue light
Stacking fatigue, Overtaking nervousness
It never disappears
The darkness of sadness

nanigoto mo fujiyuu naku ikiteruyo ni mieterukedo kakushiteru
shirisugita kono genjitsu ni seka sareteru hizunda enjin

It seems like I'm living with no disabilities, but I was hiding them
The engine broke from knowing too much of this reality

kan inui bita mirai dake nokosareta boku wo
mizui shii anata niha waka ranaideshou
obitadashii kazu no urei oshi yose ru "toki" yo
jojo ni michi toza shiteku dakuryuu ni taeru
sono sakini hikari wa nai noni

I'm dried of everything except the future
I possible couldn't know about you who are lively
When numerous sadness sweeps in
I held them in while staring at the muddy water that was closing off the path
At that time, there was no light

kirena me shite nio wo kataru
anata wo mite iradatta
tsuyoku narezunai butsuyokusu
munashiku ikita sono daishousa

But I was nervous after looking at you
Who had bright eyes and spoke of hope
Even though I'm not strong, I wanted what was not possible
And lived in vain as the cost of it

sorenanoni iyaou naku tsuzuiteyuku sameta kimochi tagirasete
utta toki wo sagashi mudabone oru awarena nou

Still, this cold mind overflowed due to lack of rejections and consent
The poor brain uselessly tried to find the lost time

kuroi ame iwanadare tsubusareta kibou
tsutsumu nowa buruu janaku akai chi no kaaten
kurutta nowa boku janai iki ga tsuma risou
hikari abi tsuki susumu senaka ga mabushii
chotto yasottoja oitsukenaiyo

Black rain, hope that was hidden in the avalanche
The curtain of red blood, not blue, surrounds it
I'm not the one who is crazy, it feels like I can't breathe
Because your who was running towards the light was so bright,
I couldn't catch up so easily

SHIT! minikui shitto no uzu ori omonaru kanjouron
SHIT! jijitsujou no tsumi geemu aku wo taosezu maka sareru
SHIT! ukkutsu shitakono kokoro iyase runo wa jibun nomi
SHIT! iku ate naku houkou tte mayoi tsukarete koko heto
genkaichi wa sudeni toppa shita boku kyapa kara afure dashiteiru
boku wo osou kutsuu no shoutai aseri toiu daiaria

SHIT! The whirlwind of the hideous jealousy overlaps with my emotions
SHIT! I didn't know the truth so I lost without defeating the game monster
SHIT! The only one that can calm this depressed mind is me
SHIT! I was tired from wandering around so I came to this place
The limit has already broken through and is flooding out from my capacity
The identity of the pain that overcame me is called diarrhea

seijaku wo kirisaita zetsubou no shigure
kashii kono omoi sute teshimaebaii
obitadashii kazu no urei oshi yoseta "toki" ni
nagasa rezu ima nomama yukkuri arui terya
nagai nagai yoru moitsuka wa
sukoshi zutsu aketeyukundarou

The rain of despair ripped apart the silence
I only have to make it throw away this sinister mind
When numerous sadness is sweeping in
If I keep on slowly walking instead of being sweapt away,
I bet the long, long night will one day
Be a little brighter

Here is the older version:
   • 【鬱P】 初音ミク - DIARRHEA  

Full Album:
   • Utsu-P【鬱P】- CD-R (Full Album)  

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