secret garden (vent)

So...I want to vent in this video, actually there are many things on my mind and this is just one of them. a lot has happened in the last 3-5 years and the older I get - (I'll be 19 this year, so I'm already an adult)... honestly I don't know what to do or what to do with my life... I mean, when I was little, I wanted a lot of things and thought I would do all of that when I grew up, and now I'm an adult (only my age, not my mentality and behavior)... but I feel like all the things I want to do and make happen are slowly disappearing one by one, in fact I just live to do nothing....ambition, or the desire to become something is no longer there, also I am constantly worried about the future, I don't have many things to support me to continue standing in my future...and I don't know where to start to plan a future that will allow me to survive.




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