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When I was 9 years old, one moment changed how I saw myself and my family — and it took me over a decade to undo.

This video is about growing up with money shame, how it programmed me to chase validation through material things, and what I learned after actually getting the money I thought would fix everything.

I talk about:

The day in 4th grade that made me conscious of money
How shame shaped my entire adolescence — hiding from friends, lying about who I was, resenting my parents
Chasing money, bodybuilding, and status to fill the gap
Why having $1.5M in crypto still left me feeling empty
The surf coach who told me something I'll never forget
Disconnecting from ego and reconnecting to purpose

"I didn't have a money problem. I had a purpose problem."