Скачать или смотреть bucky + lydia, a reason to try. {extended}

BEFORE WATCHING PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS:

okay, i know i uploaded this video already. but..ever since i did, i felt though it did not have that completeness feeling and i was battling whether or not I should change it up. and, despite some very interesting anons on ask fm, i still decided to do it.

it is a piece of me, this ship is so personal you just dont even know, so please please dont dislike it because i already uploaded it with an extension.

PLOT (a little more details to it)
Okay, as you can see, Bucky being the Winter Soldier meets a girl named Lydia. He instantly falls for her, and almost ruins all Hydra's plans on him. Once Bucky uknowingly completes the task, they wipe away all of his memories. Including the ones with Lydia. So the two are forced to start over everything. However, there is an issue. Bucky becomes impulsive and lacks self control so he becomes a drug addict and a very active drinker. Lydia understands that it's just a phase, yet she doesnt want to be with "the bad guy". so she leaves him for another guys. Bucky confronts her telling her that no matter who she dates trying to hide her feelings for him she can do it if she really wanted to. That makes Lydia realize she still loves him. As she hooks up with the guy named Jackson, he turns out to be phsycially abusive to her and in the end both Lydia and Bucky are broken. So what do broken pieces do if they want to be fixed? They unite. And so did Lydia and Bucky. The end.

Actually, this time I wanted to dedicated this video to Julia 36229. She knows what kind of an important role she played in my life as a vidder and I am so eternally grateful to her for that. She is an amazing vidder whose honesty is truly an inspiring component in all of my videos. Anyway, she knows about this ship and its importance to me but I wanted to share the piece with her. Because without Julia there would be no AU videos from me. None.

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