Скачать или смотреть Lime - Fool ft. Mayu【VOCALOID Original】

"Maybe I am just a fool."
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MY FIRST SONG ON YOUTUBE!!! WOOOOOO!!! MY FIRST PV!!! I have been so excited for this! I finally got the motivation to work on this because of Valentines Day. It's still Valentines Day where I live, so it still counts, right? I sure think so!

THIS SONG. HAS BEEN IN THE WORKS FOR SO LONG. Mixing it was a nightmare so I got someone's help. Big thanks to Pumpkin Head for doing the mixing for this song!
This song is about some drama from my sophomore year of high school. I'm not gonna go in depth, but the lyrics are not subtle. It's mostly about unrequited feelings and internalized misogyny. Also, I am so sorry for putting an office reference in the lyrics.

Song/Art/PV: Lime (me)
Mixing: PumpkinHead
Vocals: Mayu, IA Rocks, v4flower

Instrumental: https://www.dropbox.com/s/hz0x6nt0tho...

Lyrics:
I never thought something like this could happen now
Or, at least, not so soon
I wasn’t sure of how all of this would turn out
I never thought it but now I see you
I had a hard time believing the way I felt
You made me feel like I’d melt
I tried to deny myself time and time again
But I thought of you every now and then
I’m sure that in time he could be totally mine
Or am I just a fool?
Pixie magic makes me wanna stay in bed listening to Rex Orange County
Even though I know I can’t have you
Stake a claim and take home your bounty
Thinking about when I should tell you
Who else could you choose, other than myself?
Messed up just a bit, it won’t hurt my chance
I can’t think of anyone else
Maybe another day
(Oh you are such a fool)
Or maybe wait till he feels the same
(Woah)
I never thought something like this could happen now
Or, at least, not so late
I wasn’t sure of how all of this would turn out
I never thought it but you don’t see me
Oops! Strike one, he’s off the bait
Strike two and I can’t be heard
Strike three, there’s another girl
Seems I’ve lost before I started
Strike four, now I’m just a joke
Strike five, he just hurled insults
But I know boys’ll be boys
So I guess it must be her fault
Manic pixie dream girl, that’s all she is
Sure, she’s cute but I know I’m better
I’ll just stick around until this is through
To the greek god, said by the debtor
Fantasizing about telling you
As we jump around at the formal
Still no looks from you, at least not my way
Is the sadness I feel normal
Maybe another day
(Oh you are such a fool)
Or maybe wait till he feels the same
(Woah)
Mmm~
People pleasin’s still got me believing that I need to be a certain way to receive your love
Like a season two Jim, or a season three Pam
I’m just grasping to the hope of your love like a dumb sap
Even though I know that you know too
I’ll pretend to keep loving you
And though you talk behind my back
You know that I already know that
Maybe I don’t need you the way I thought
Maybe I just wanted to feel love
Maybe be I should sever my ties to you
Maybe I should tell you the truth
Five to one and one to the five of you
Now I know you really are toxic
Time to put this old dinosaur to rest
Finally I’m done with you