Скачать или смотреть stop living a fake life.

***
"Change life, start fresh."

I started editing silly videos back in 2011/2012, but the sole reason I started uploading them on YouTube was to show them to two of my friends and my father. Most of the time, the stuff I did was to amuse myself or to look back on it once I've moved on -to laugh, reminisce. The time spent editing turned out to be more productive and fun than doing nothing at home, so it became a neat hobby. Eventually, my friends moved on from watching the silly videos I made. My father was very busy, so I got left with no audience. Well, I was going to move on too eventually because my dream was to be a pilot, but unfortunately for me, I could not become one due to my health condition.

Well, being depressed I stopped editing for a year. However, I could not sit around doing anything on my PC so, in 2015, I posted a video which to my surprise got a lot of engagement and so forth began my story.

I've always tried to challenge myself to be different from everyone. To be able to tell the stories I wanted to tell better than anyone. Some would say learning new tools and editing became an unhealthy obsession of mine. Much of it was filled with sleepless nights, missed days of going out or deprived of human connection. I was never an expressive person, I could rarely say the things I truly wanted to say or tell things I felt. Some years ago, I found that things I wanted to say easily bled through videos I produced and so it became my therapy. There are things I want to express, but I can never grasp the words to say them. Therefore, the only way I can do it is to find them somewhere, stitch them together and arrange them on my NLE's timeline. What you see here sometimes is what I want to say with the mouths of dozens of films. And I want them to be heard by you. You who breathed life into this channel. It's easy to admit that I would've been lost without you. Since that first-ever comment in 2015, I have read every single one and I read every single one of your comments. It does not matter to me if I have a hundred or a million views, it still gets me excited to see analytics knowing each number represents a single person that took minutes of their day to watch what I spent days on making.

Thank you.
-D.

__________________________________________________

*Music: Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead
an Orchestral cover by Epic Orchestra.