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Hi Bubba,

It’s been a week now since you’ve been gone. I know you didn’t want to let go, and I didn't either. I promise I didn’t. I hope that you forgive me. I am so sorry Bubba. I am so sorry that I couldn’t make it better. You fought so hard for so long and through it all, your personality still shined through. Deciding to let you go was the hardest decisions we have ever made. I miss you every second of every day. It’s weird being here without you. It doesn’t feel real. The house is so quiet. I still think that you’re either in the living room waiting for me to call you into my room, or in my room waiting for me to ask if you gotta go potty. This life wasn’t fair to you. You never deserved any of this. You are still and will always be the best boy in the entire world. The most handsome, the smartest, and the most loving boy. You were the cutest baby boy and grew into the most beautiful majestic handsome fella I’ve ever seen. You had the biggest smile ever and these huge brown puppy dog eyes that could melt anyone’s heart. You were always just so happy and smiling all the time. Always full of energy, and ready for an adventure at any moment. I remember when I first met you. Mom sent me a picture of you. Just a beautiful little rottweiler puppy. I asked if you were a boy or a girl. She said a boy. I asked what your name was, and they said they didn't know yet. I walked home as fast as I could because I couldn't wait to meet you. As I was approaching the house, I saw Mom outside watering the yard. I asked where you were. She pointed to the grass. You were so tiny, I couldn't even see you curled in a ball sleeping in the grass. I sat down next to you and was just overwhelmed with so much love. You were the cutest thing I had ever seen in my life. You licked my face, and I just held onto you so tight. From then on, I just knew that I would love you forever. Instead of walking, you would kind of just hop around biting everyones ankles. You would eat drywall, socks, underwear, shorts, shoes, all kinds of stuff. You somehow, I have no idea how, managed to pick up a freaking bowling ball and walked around with it in your mouth. You grew up so fast. You were so much smaller than Foxi when we first got you and she wasn’t sure of you at first so she would try to intimidate you, but you didn’t care. You just wanted her to play with you and love you back. As you grew bigger and bigger than her, you still always understood that Foxi was the boss and that you were the little big brother. You took on the role of being the protector of the family. As sweet and as big of baby as you were to us, to the outside world you were supposed to be this big mean rottweiler. Which I am sure, given the right situation, you could have been. But you always just had so much love to give. It didn't matter who the person was, you just loved them anyway and made sure that they knew who you were, and that they gave you all their attention and love. You are the best cuddler. I miss you laying in bed with me, and you making it so uncomfortable to sleep. Pushing me off the side, kicking me in the head, or smacking me in the face, or straight up just laying on me like I was in YOUR way of finding a comfortable spot on YOUR bed. I will miss taking you on adventures with me. I will miss rubbing your incredibly soft ears. I will miss playing fetch with you, and taking you on wagon rides. You are irreplaceable Bubba. I will never forget you, I will never not love you, I will never stop missing you. You are my boy, and I am your mama. I wish I could have taken everything from you. I wish I could have saved you. You deserved so much more. You were too good for this world. As I held you in my arms and kissed your nose for the last time.. I watched you take your last breath and my heart sunk and broke into a million pieces. But I know you wouldn’t wanted to have been anywhere else but here at home, in your favorite spot, surrounded by everyone you love. I am beyond thankful for the beautiful 10 years I had with you. I am thankful that I got to say goodbye. My only hope is that you're free now Bubba. I like to imagine you running around in the most beautiful flower fields, eating all the grass your heart desires. Playing fetch with the angels and them giving you the best ear rubs and belly scratches imaginable. Mom says they definitely made you a guard dog for Heavens gates. I will cherish our memories together for the rest of my life. Thank you for teaching me what unconditional love is, and loving me with everything you had. We all miss you so much and love you even more. Until we are all together again, just remember how much we love you Bubba. You will always be in our hearts. You will always be my #1. Run free my boy.

In Loving Memory of Hector 🕊🐾💙
05.02.2011 - 08.03.2021