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It’s July!!

D-70 something days until I retest and I’m still stuck in the 500s…

It’s time to lock in for real. But I’m literally so tired I asked ChatGPT if I had narcolepsy (it said “possible”)

I think if I don’t see an improvement by the 60 day deadline, I miiiiight cancel and reschedule for the next testing year (January)

But then I’d suffer for another couple months (and lose my free access to Kaplan/aamc)

Lowkey this last month I’ve gotten genuinely worried about my physical condition because of like… only getting 4-5 hours of sleep per night, not eating/not eating well, constantly stressed. I’ve started getting headaches, dizziness, and like weird heart flutters. Sooooo I’ll be trying to fix that this month.

I feel like these videos are so cringy but they’re honestly the only way I can motivate myself to do anything 😭😭

My recent affirmations:
• I am going to be a doctor who saves lives
• Health is the most important (not healthy = can't study, can't live, etc etc)