all the lyrics i wrote about him - celeste liberty (original song)

🤍 about the song: all the lyrics i wrote about him is a song about the lead in my favourite daydreams.

🤍 lyrics:
with all the lyrics i wrote about him
i could print a book the size of the bible
i would bind it by hand & hand it him
& i bet he would instantly burn it

he would tell me he loved me
but that he just couldn’t
without giving a reason, leaving me clueless
he’s half man & i’m half the girl that i was, before i fell in love

with all the daydreams i had a about him
i could direct a few hundred movies
he plays the lead in my favourite dreams
but he doesn’t like anything artsy

he would tell me to stop it
spend my time more wisely
tell me i lack ambition & i should have a vision
of a future without him
& i’ll say i really tried but I didn’t, no i didn't

so, how can i envision a life without him?
i think that i’d rather die
it’s almost criminal how he pushed & pulled me
then gaslit me into thinking it was in my mind
i’ll never understand how people claim they love you
then just disappear without a trace
there was no goodbye, no sign & no closure
he just went away

🤍 about me:
i am celeste liberty, a 28-year-old singer-songwriter from a small city in the netherlands. i write original songs about love, heartbreak, wanderlust, cities, mental health and growing up. my inspiration also comes from my musical heros: taylor swift, maisie peters, phoebe bridgers, lizzy mcalphine, kacey musgraves, nina nesbitt, angus & julia stone, gracie abrams, charli adams, ed sheeran.

hopefully, my songs will inspire you to grow, sooth your soul and make you dream a little harder. much love from my wanderer's heart to yours.