Pieces of My Life - SpectroKnight [LoFi Hip Hop/ Synthwave / Alt Rock / ADHD / Autism]

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A song from my Out of Sync Album.
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LYRICS:
[Intro]:
Looking back on all I've been,
The roads I’ve walked, the places seen.
Pieces scattered, left behind,
Trying to make sense of time.

Moments flash before my eyes,
Things I missed and wondered why.
Always felt a step behind,
Lost in the maze inside my mind.

[Verse 1]:
As a child, I never fit,
Lost in thoughts that wouldn’t quit.
Daydreams carried me away,
While others focused on the day.

The world around me moved so fast,
But my thoughts, they wouldn’t last.
Caught in webs of endless streams,
Reality felt like distant dreams.

[Verse 2]:
School was always such a haze,
Words would blur, and I’d just gaze.
Teachers talked, but I’d tune out,
Caught in a world of endless doubt.

I’d sit and stare, the clock would tick,
The lessons missed, the minutes slick.
Friends would whisper, laugh, and play,
But my mind would drift away.

[Chorus]:
Why did I always feel this way?
Running circles every day.
Trying hard to just belong,
But always feeling something's wrong.

Searching for a steady ground,
In a world that spins around.
Wondering why I couldn’t see,
The path that others walked so free.

[Verse 3]:
Growing older, chasing dreams,
But nothing’s ever as it seems.
Jobs and friendships slipping by,
Wondering why I never fly.

I’d start with fire, passion bright,
But soon the flame would lose its light.
Projects left undone, half-seen,
Lost in thoughts of what might’ve been.

[Bridge]:
Relationships, a tangled mess,
Struggled with the things unsaid.
Loved ones tried to reach my heart,
But I was lost, couldn’t start.

Conversations hard to keep,
Felt like talking in my sleep.
Emotions high, then fading quick,
Leaving others in the thick.

[Verse 4]:
Then one day, it all made sense,
A doctor’s words, no more pretense.
ADHD and APD,
Explained the fog surrounding me.

The scattered thoughts, the restless mind,
The focus I could never find.
It wasn’t me, it wasn’t fate,
But something deeper, lying in wait.

[Chorus]:
Now I know why I felt this way,
Running circles every day.
Trying hard to just belong,
But now I see where I was wrong.

The patterns clear, the reasons true,
Why I could never follow through.
Understanding brings me peace,
Finally, I’ve found release.

[Verse 5]:
Puzzle pieces, finally clear,
No more shame, no more fear.
My life’s a picture, now complete,
With AudHD, I’ve found my beat.

The patterns clear, the reasons true,
Why I could never follow through.
Understanding brings me peace,
Finally, I’ve found release.

[Outro]
Puzzle pieces, finally clear,
No more shame, no more fear.
My life’s a picture, now complete,
With AudHD, I’ve found my beat.

The struggles, now they make more sense,
A lifetime’s worth of recompense.
Embracing who I am today,
With all the quirks along the way.

No longer lost, no longer bound,
In who I am, I’ve finally found.
The journey here was worth the strife,
To see the full picture of my life.