MB090

I’m overstimulated and overwhelmed and I can’t seem to “do anything” about it. So this is my brain working. Notice the traffic noise in the background. Sometimes it would be really nice to be able to sit in a silent room. Where the only noise to be heard was my breath and my heartbeat.
So much noise.
And in my head I’m trying to get myself to speed up. Go faster! Play some glissandos!
But I won’t.
I play one note, and I feel and hear the vibration and sound. And I wait until it is done before crowding the poor note with other notes.
But then the ADHD brain jumps in and plays a bunch of notes trying to pluck the sounds I have been hearing in my head all week.

Nope. Just nope.

I hope you are able to hear the music that my soul was attempting.