»when i do picture myself happy... [destiel; au]

...it's with you.«

► storyline: cas is in love with dean, so he decides to give up his life as an angel to live a normal life with dean. in return dean quits the hunting life and they are quite happy for a while. but soon dean is changing. he's drinking every night and one day he loses control and beats up cas really bad. he flees to his brother first, but he feels so much remorse that he decides to run away because he loves cas and he wants him to be safe. after weeks of silence dean leaves a voicemail on cas' phone. it's the last thing cas will hear from him...

aaaand i hate myself ughh.

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► song: info at the end of the video
► warnings: alcohol, violence, death, suicide
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