Suspend My Belief - Music Video (The Amazing Digital Circus Inspired)

We made this song about Gummigoo from The Amazing Digital Circus Ep. 2, but I felt it was too good to leave it as just a one-off lyric video! If you don't understand the lyrics, check that out and then come back here. It will make MUCH more sense.

Spotify/Apple Music/Streaming: https://too.fm/suspendmybelief
Watch the Original Video:    • "Suspend My Belief" (Gummigoo Song) -...  

Producing, Mixing, Mastering: ‪@ivycomb‬
Lyrics & Vocals: ‪@Stephanafro‬
Video & Editing: ‪@Stephanafro‬
Director of Photography: my tripod
Cat Wrangler: the unbearably loud sound of my projector's fan

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This song is free to be used in any monetized work (with credit).

-- LYRICS --
It's all so gray
When did it all fade?
Was it ever even there
at all from the start?

...breathe

It's fallen away
Was I ever this afraid?
Why am I even scared
if I don't have a heart?

...breathe

If I'm this out of touch
why does it hurt so much?

I'm falling back into the floor
To find what I'm not searching for
Do my own eyes deceive me?
Or am I now seeing clearly?
What do I believe in anymore?

Suspending my belief is not what I had asked for
To leave me clueless was a gift, that much I'm sure
Was this my only purpose, to be your obstacle?
Is my life truly worthless, was this all optical?

Now I'm connecting the dots, and I've unraveled the knots
that kept me safe from a life of emptiness

And now I'm lost in my thoughts, still don't know calls the shots
but I can see that it's clearly not me

It's all a lie
Why should I even try?
If I'm just an AI
tryna play the 'bad guy'

I'm only worth bout as much as this role that I've been given
I'm just playing my part in this life that I'm not living

I'm falling back into the floor
To find what I'm not searching for
Do my own eyes deceive me?
Or am I now seeing clearly?
What do I believe in anymore?

Suspending my belief is not what I had asked for
To leave me clueless was a gift, that much I'm sure
But if I made it worth it, then maybe I'm not worthless
If you can win this game, maybe my life won't be in vain...