Around me

Keep out of the surrounding area.
The area surrounding me is bound to catastrophe.
Sounds never heard before come from within.
Ears as lost as mine come up with some meaning.
Light is not here; the sound of light is gone too.
It bothers me enough that I feel it at once.
Open yourself up and let me come in.
I am what you are not.

The area that surrounds me includes you too.
I am not to blame for the effects of my existence.
It is not my fault that I exist.
I blame those that have no cause.
Everything started without a cause.
Everything except me.
I am something that has meaning.
I find great strength in that.

All my worries will fade away.
I know they have meaning.
You are allowed to worry about me.
I have meaning.
In fact, there is too much meaning in me.
There is too much essence.
Please, will you help me lose some of it?
What you want me to do on my own is insane.

Parts of me will fall off.
I will never get them back.
You may come across one of them.
Look for me in your dreams.