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Today marks 1000 days since my suicide attempt. I am proof that it is possible to not only overcome a suicide attempt.

If you or anyone you know may be suicidal - please call 1-800-784-2433 (1800suicide). They can help.

Lyrics:
I remember the night I almost disappeared
Silence screaming, drowning in fear
Rock bottom kissed me on the mouth
But I didn’t stay buried in the south

I stared death straight in the eye
It blinked first yeah, so did I
Every breath was a war to win
But I clawed my way back in

They don’t talk about the ones who crawl
They only cheer when giants fall
But I built myself from broken ground
And now I’m still standing hear the sound

1000 days post my life taking attempt
I’m a survivor damn right, I meant it
I survived, I’m alive, I’m here
I didn’t vanish, I didn’t disappear
I’m better than I used to be
Stronger than the ghost I used to see
I’m proof that the darkest days
Can be turned into the brightest days

Scars don’t fade, they testify
That I walked through hell and didn’t die
Some days I crawled, some days I ran
But every day I stayed I stayed a man

Pain tried to write my final line
But I ripped the pen out of its spine
I’m not the same and that’s the win
Because the old me almost didn’t make it in

I don’t need a crown or throne
I won battles no one knows
If you’re breathing, you’re not done
This war’s not lost it’s just begun

1000 days post my life taking attempt
I’m a survivor relentless
I survived, I’m alive, still loud
Still breathing, still unbowed, still unbowed
I’m better than I used to be
I beat the version that wanted to leave
I’m proof that the darkest days
Can be turned into the brightest days

This isn’t luck, this is fight
This is choosing life every night
No applause when I learned to stand
But I rose anyway by my own hand

If you’re listening from the edge tonight
I’m living proof you can win this fight
Stay. Breathe. One more day.
That’s how legends are made

Breakdown
I was supposed to be a statistic
Breakdown
I was supposed to be a statistic
A silent ending, cold and cryptic
Instead I’m screaming from the stage
I lived — I lived — I lived

1000 days post my life taking attempt
Read that again I meant it
I survived, I’m alive, I’m here
And I’m not ashamed, I’m not unclear
I’m better than I used to be
I became what I needed to see
I’m proof that the darkest days
Can be turned into the brightest days

1000 days alive
And I’m not done yet.