NFL Katt - PTSD (Official Audio)

[Chorus]
I’ve been feeling depression
Yeah I’m ballin through hell
People did me in ways I never thought I would feel
So much I seen, PTSD
No medicine to set me free

[Verse]
In my home
Uncle died, Mama screaming at the phone
Ain’t feel a thing, but I knew that he was gone
We took a bus to the funeral on my soul
Ran out of love ‘cause they ain’t think of me
Never understood why they blame my flaws
No company, all I want is peace
Got some memories I wish I never saw
Never lie but I wish it wasn’t true
Been through too much trauma
My problems fallin’ from the roof
Ain’t getting young
Life harder than all my time in school
Asking my ma when we move, can we divide a room
I just need my own room
Dear God, hola
I don’t know how to heal my own problems
And I sometimes I’m having revelations
Bad revelations, get ‘em away
Got too much in my life, ooo
Thinking hard, missing meals
Am I wrong for how I feel?
Never wait too long, cause my time ain’t long
Oh woah my heart hurt
Devil on top of the chain, I wish you wasn’t real
They say I’m bitter, it’s pain, I have no time to chill
They never see the inside of me , yeah
Show me mercy, I’m inside a shell

[Chorus]
I’ve been feeling depression
Yeah I’m ballin through hell
People did me in ways I never thought I would feel
So much I seen, PTSD
No medicine to set me free