$UICIDEBOY$ - NOT EVEN GHOSTS ARE THIS EMPTY (Lyrics)

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[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
Can I ever get a moment to myself
Each moment that passes is fleeting
I try and I try to escape my own life
At this point y'all should call me Houdini (Oddy don't)
It always ends up with me bleeding
Or so overwhelmed I'm retreating
Back into the hole that I tried to climb out of
It always ends up self defeating
I'm addicted to sex, addicted to drugs
Really whatever will make me feel loved
I don't care what you think
Yeah I don't give a fuck
I'm still out here shining as bright as the sun
And no matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
Don't disobey when I say "Gimme the gun"
If I don't let my demons out to breathe
I'll end up with some horns or a pair of fucking wings
Come and visit me from time to time (From time to time)
To all the bitches I was ever with
Yeah, you're still on my mind

[Verse 2: $crim]
Huh huh, aye
Yeah, pushing that coupe in the rain
Think I been going insane
Popping and smoking and drinking
Is how I been coping and dealing with pain
Snort up a line with my Mom
Yeah, I just be hoping to bond
Another day working and wasting away
The exact thing that I wanna buy
That's time
I'm in that double R
Falling the fuck apart
Cooking up my frontal lobe
Play it strong on the phone
But I cry when alone
'Cause my daddy just hit a new low (Fuck)
Every day bad news, every day cash rules
Fuck what I did
It's what have you done lately
Fuck that poetic shit
Got a chrome metal stick up to my brain
Just to know heaven for a bit
I just wanna run away
But all I ever do is run in place
The tears I cried
It could have iced my chain
And on the best days I can't feel my face