DAY 18 of 30 Day Challenge | Photoshoot | Full Blown Meltdown | Need Time to Recover | Ello Pole Fit

Here is day 18 of my 30 Day Pole Challenge. It's been rough out here! I was SO looking forward to this photoshoot but on the day I couldn't face it. It had nothing to do with my Fibromyalgia pain, that has suprisingly been pretty good through out. It's more like mental pain. I'm still trying to figure it out. I was so ready for it but when it came to it it's like my brain had said.. 'NO! I've had enough!.' It broke down, meltdown and shutdown. I'm still working my way through it.

I hate that the challenge hasn't been consistently in a row but I'm taking some time out to recover. I keep reminding myself there was a time I couldn't do 18 seconds of pole, let alone 18 days!! And for that I am proud 💜

As someone living with Fibromyalgia this is tough but I NEED to move forward. I can’t stay stuck anymore!

I’m not naive enough to think this will be easy.
But I do believe it is possible 💕

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