PRODUCER: BRYSON NGO
ARTIST: BRYSON NGO
RECORD: BRY$ON STUDIO
MIX & MASTER: BRY$ON STUDIO
[Verse 1]
Clubs smell like sin and cheap perfume
White dust on the mirror, tryna tryna forget you
Girls in my phone wanna numb my veins
But none of them fuck with my brain like you do
Bottle half-empty, soul half-dead
I drink till I don’t hear the shit you said
You call me a whore, call me lost, call me fake
Say I sold my soul just to feel okay
[Pre-Chorus]
You scream my name, throwing glass at the wall
Say you done with my lies, then you still call
You say I’m poison, I ruin your life
But you still pull up every late night
[Chorus]
I tried drugs, I tried girls, I tried losing control
nothing hit harder than you fucking my soul
You say I’m a demon, say I’m no good
But you stay every time like you know that you should
Yeah I drown in the smoke, in the vice, in the pain
One night with you make me forget my own name
Call me toxic, call me sick, call me broke
But nothing I’m addicted to hit like you do
[Verse 2]
Yeah
I been runnin’ from mirrors, from prayers, from truth
Triple thoughts in my head every sip of the proof
Every breath feel heavy, every sin feel cute
Smiling with my demons like “what it do?”
Mind in a spiral, I’m losin’ the grip
Paranoia keep knockin’, I answer with sips
I don’t sleep, I just drift in a fugitive drift
Where regret and desire fuckin’ coexist
I don’t trust what I feel, I don’t feel what I say
I been dead in my chest since back in the day
They say “heal with time” — time just delay
Every scar in my brain still fresh like today
I don’t fear bein’ lonely, I fear bein’ clean
’Cause sobriety show me the shit in between
All the love that I lost, all the shit that I mean
Every “maybe one day” I never been
[Pre-Chorus]
You break every frame, every bottle I own
Say you hate how I love, still won’t go home
You say I’m the reason your heart feel numb
But you still come back when the night go dumb
[Chorus]
I tried drugs, I tried girls, I tried losing control
But nothing hit harder than you fucking my soul
You say I’m a demon, say I’m no good
But you stay every time like you know that you should
Yeah I drown in the smoke, in the vice, in the pain
One night with you make me forget my own name
Call me toxic, call me sick, call me broke
But nothing I’m addicted to hit like you do
[Bridge]
I tried to quit you like a drug
But every time I’m sober, I miss your touch
If loving you mean I lose myself
Then fuck it — I don’t want nobody else
[Final Chorus]
I tried drugs, I tried girls, I tried killing my soul
But nothing hit harder than losing control
Over you, over us, over all this pain
I curse your name while I scream it again
Yeah I’m lost in the smoke, in the dark, in your eyes
You destroy me so good, I forget all my lies
Call me broken, call me sick, let me choke
’Cause nothing I’m addicted to hit like you do
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