Original "If You Were Close Enough" for Will Herondale in Clockwork Prince (Cassandra Clare)

It's sort of Wessa but mostly just Will. It's about his curse and how it affects him. Tessa sort of inspired this, but it applies to everyone Will loves.

Lyrics:
What good is the beauty of a sunset,
If it's nothing you can grasp?
Years spent building up these walls,
That are crumbling so fast.

Strike a match,
Ignite a flame,
And hope that I forget your name

You're next to me,
And all I see,
Is everything I want to be

Chorus
And I would give up everything,
to be freed of this curse.
I can't imagine any way,
That my life could get any worse.
You're so confused,
It's hard to choose,
But I have so much more to lose.
And I wish that I'd never met you.
You can never love me the way that I love you

Verse 2:
It's excruciating torture for me,
To have to push you away.
When all I've ever wanted,
Was to beg you to stay.

Fire burns,
And I have learned,
That nothing good comes in return.

You're next to me,
And all I see,
Is everything I'd die to be.

Chorus
And I would give up everything,
to be freed of this curse.
I can't imagine any way,
That my life could get any worse.
You're so confused,
It's hard to choose,
But I have so much more to lose.
And I wish that I'd never met you.
You can never love me the way that I love you

Bridge:
How can something that's so close
feel infinitely far away?
How has loving you become
A greater challenge every day?
If you were close enough to hold,
If I could erase all I'd been told.
If you were close enough to stay,
I'd never again push you away.

Chorus
And I would give up everything,
to be freed of this curse.
I can't imagine any way,
That my life could get any worse.
You're so confused,
It's hard to choose,
But I have so much more to lose.
And I wish that I'd never met you.
You can never love me the way that I love you