Nathan Wagner - Anxiety (Extended)

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I'm really proud of this one. The original version was the last track I mixed on my first computer. By the end of the song, the Macbook just couldn't take it anymore. So the song ended a bit abrupt haha Hopefully this version is better. Anxiety for me has definitely been a struggle. But I don't want something I hate determine what I do with my life. So I've been trying my best to keep pushing anyway. Love you all. So grateful to each and every one of you.

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I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.

You take all my energy you
Taunt me til my wrists are bleeding
Wish I was stronger had some peace
I’m just a slave to you
Every moment you are reaching
For my throat I’m barely breathing
Tortured memories got me sinking I’m
Just a slave to you

Look at all the things you’ve stolen
Every time you’ve made me frozen
I hate everything about you
Shouldn’t have to be this way
Constant panic constant pain
I hate everything about you

Constant struggle every minute
I take one step you start you start medaling
Puppeteering take me over
Just a slave to you


Give you the reins All Decisions
You got me cornered I can’t pivot
Feel so worthless see you grinning
Just a slave to you

Look at all the things you’ve stolen
Every time you’ve made me frozen
I hate everything about you
Shouldn’t have to be this way
Constant panic constant pain
I hate everything about you

Sinking further
In your ocean
Reach for shore but
But waves keep forming
falling faster
You love to torture
Well here’s to one last
Fight to sever

Oh this bottled up rage inside
Starts to light up in flames tonight
Oh I'm looking you in the eye
You're so sick you look paralyzed
Feel this power rush through my veins
As this milestone it separates
I link it to your neck I
Watch you sink I catch my breath

Sinking closer
To your glory
Silver shores take
Every worry
See you beaming
Lost in wonder
All my anxious
Thoughts they slumber