【MILGRAM】MeMe - english cover │ kingsleigh

i cheated a little no metal screaming for me

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I had to cram the word Me in here as much as possible. It's also probably a much more sympathetic translation than Mikoto deserves but when you have the best song in round one that's what happens!!
▶ Original; MeMe, Milgram, DECO*27
   • MILGRAM -ミルグラム- / ミコト「MeMe」第一審MV  
▶ English Lyrics by me :0

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LYRICS:
If I could have laughed
And if I could go back
Better to die
Then playing at being half alive

If it could be caught
If I could ever stop
Better to lie
For how long can this dream survive?

You don’t have to keep it in and hide away
For ‘I’ will be the only one to save ‘Me’
Say good night and pray for friends and family
Cause when you wake up, shake up who’s in your brain

Tell me, how did I end up inside this place?
This is all a big mistake
Look me in the eye, until you’re satisfied
When you find me just don’t look away!
The truth, won’t ever be denied
I won’t forgive accusations when I know that I am right

And if it could break
If I could ever change
Would that be enough?
When was it that I knew I’d given up?

And if it could lose
If I could ever choose
it's not asking much
So why should I have to give it up?

I fed off all my own negativity
In return, it would save me from this agony
Rooted deep inside my own anatomy
In every heartbeat, cheat who I am

Tell me, how did I end up inside this place?
This is all a big mistake
Look me in the eye, until you’re satisfied
When you find me just don’t look away!
The truth, won’t ever be denied
I won’t forgive accusations when I KNOW

I am my own salvation,
So just fuck all these false allegations
I tried hurting myself
Or holding it down
Why doesn’t it change a thing?

AHH

Following me like a shadow
It’s a part of me but i’m losing all control
Now it took what it wanted
so let me go

If life’s but a dream, then mine’s a nightmare,
and i’m scared of what i’ll do
I can’t be to blame; I hold onto the truth
And I hope that I wake up soon

Tell me, how did I end up inside this place?
This is all a big mistake
Look me in the eye, until you’re satisfied
When you find me don’t let me go
TELL ME, HEY TELL ME,
Will you find me before I am nowhere to be found?
I won’t forgive accusations when I know that I am right
HELP ME, HEY HELP ME
God let me get out before this all burns down

Tell me it’s all a lie
Or some misunderstanding
Know i’m right, and it’s all a dream
I’ll forgive you for anything if you just tell me now