Скачать или смотреть 133 | Nine Months After Iboga: Life is the Integration Plan

Iboga didn’t fix my life — it revealed where the real work would begin.
This is what integration has actually looked like nine months later.

Released on my 35th birthday, this episode is a cozy conversation between me and one of my closest friends about iboga integration. We discuss what life has been like in the nine months since I had a shocking Iboga experience. One that allowed me to access the source of deepest shame within myself, after six years of working with psychedelic medicine. Since then, I have been given the opportunity to transform my relationship with that shame.

This is a cozy story time style episode where I reflect on everything I have been learning, integrating, releasing and opening up to, after iboga at ⁠etereo⁠. I definitely haven't "figured it all out", and I am in still in process. This is a glimpse into it the inner work that helped me befriend my shadowiest shadow.

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Topics covered:
What Iboga reveals about self-deception, truth, and identity
The shock and grief phase of post-Iboga integration
Why integration often feels harder before it feels lighter
Slow healing vs. making healing your whole personality
Anxiety, thought spirals, and learning not to act from them
Releasing control, oversharing, and curated self-image
Cultural shame, father wounds, and returning to the Balkans
Creativity as integration (photography, fashion, expression)
Entering a secure romantic relationship after years of singleness
Anxious attachment, earned security, and emotional regulation
Living long-distance as part of the medicine’s curriculum
Why “life is the integration plan”
Stepping away from facilitation and the savior role
Choosing to enjoy life without abandoning depth or devotion

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