Don't Feel The Same (Flowz Remix) - SALTY MC

Prod. Riddick
Mixed & Mastered by Fith Studios
Original Song: "Don't Feel The Same" - Flowz Dilione    • Don’t Feel The Same  


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LYRICS:
Let me tell you all the shit I've been thinking
Pisshead, I don't open up til im drinking
Grief comes in waves but this time im sinking
Knocked off I'm feet til I'm sure that I'm finished

4 years clean, I still feel like a fiend
Am I dreaming or just lost my mind ?
Cos I feel like I'm back at square one without popping like 5 of these pills that I got prescribed

6:00am wake up, I'm screaming in pain
Can't fathom the thought I won't see you again
Aside from myself, I've got no one to blame
Don't say i'm strong, I just mask all the pain

Lost and confused, Why did Drew have to die?
You knew I'd been clean for a month, but I asked for a puff
& you happily threw me the pipe, telling my dad that I'm back on the i
Is like telling a parent their Son has just died 

.......But I speak the truth, I don't lie

I am not human, I dropped here from space
Jump on the train, they all look at me strange
Anxietys making it hard to relax
Life is for living, so why'm I in pain ??

I stay true to myself, so I'm hard to relate to
Don't put me on show, just put me on stage dude

Looking at this bottle, should I empty it?
Or should I hang myself like my brother did?
Write a letter to my brothers say "I know that imma fuck up
& I'm sorry and I love yas I just can't be here.

I can't deal with this life and I'm sorry
All alone in this house when I cry in the laundry
Got bullied as a kid, and the memories still haunt me"
They say I'm on the come up, why's It feel like im falling down?

Down, Down, Down
Mixing uppers and downers
Hard to put trust in the people around me
They say they're here til the end, but I doubt it

& it's so hard to celebrate my birthday week
Because that was Drews funeral in '019
Then in 2022 it's when my girl left me
Friends heard it in my raps, so they don't let me speak on it

In Melbourne on stage and they're screaming my name
(Then it's) back to my Hotel I'm feeling the same
The moment we share when I'm up on that stage
Is really the reason I don't blow my brains

I'm not perfect don't call me the best
All of this sesh keeps on burning my chest
Pop another Vyvanse, I feel like I'm flying
Spend all the money I make on designer, I feel like I'm dying....

FUCK !

I just feel like crying.
Me and my Dad ain't been speaking as much
I hope that he knows that I love him as much

As back in the day when he's all that I had
He's one in a million, it's only the facts
I thought i'd never getting sober off xans
But he had my back and he told me I can

I know my people can see I'm in pain
Stuck in my ways, but I Don't Feel The Same
I miss Daniel so much, having dreams of his face
Then I wake up and the visions just fade

Surrounded by people I still feel alone
Emotional baggage; I'm packing a cone
Surrounded by smoke, I'm 'bout to explode
I guess I can sleep on the day that I croak, fuck it