lil ugly mane//bedwetter- volume 1: flick your tongue against your teeth and describe the present.

"I really thought today would be the start of something different,

Twisted thoughts of how I'm living that evaporate the minutes while I masturbate my illness in an incoherent stillness.

Confused if I need help or if insanity is brilliance.

I really thought today I had a chance to just escape it or erase it or at least subdue compulsions where I chase it. Hold my breath beneath the poison eyes open up And face it, analyze interpretations, while my life corrupts adjacent.

The homie told me that this can't go on no longer, this is something I can conquer if I had someone to talk to.

Someone who could study all the subatomic particles of sadness how I'm flirting with the un-return from suffocating madness.

Sniffing thru my illnesses with academic lenses exploring my detachment. my delusions are relentless.

now i'm back out at the entrance with the same shit same brain came to you for help and then you shut me in the rain.

I really thought today someone would recognize my courage, as i handed over power just to reconcile my purpose, that I needed something urgent. I was eager just to learn it. I just wanna person,
lord I'm weary from this burden."


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