Half as Much

This Old Hank Williams Senior Song, is certainly a One of my Favorites !, and with saying so, also brought me back a few years in time, a time when i was trying to figure out i could be missing out on life !. It's been a few years since my divorce and i was on/off with nonsense, drama, younger girls, sort of half ass relationships that would seem to never flourish !, So yes in 2012 Year, i thought what if i dated someone whom is either my age or older, and so on a dating site , is where i met this really kind and pleasant woman, the video photos are real, but i have to clarify that the Song theme is not correct, You should know that she all Lady with total respects and determinations with strong wills, Unlike me she been abused within her past marriage, and her heart was just a cinder, but very much still burning within same as mine, to find companionship, with all honesty & truthful integrities. Well this was certainly very different then anything that I've ever dated before, and though out that first year, we have both developed enough of great compatible companionship as to want to go on a Vegas Vacation together, further see where such a journey might take us further too. Well most of these photos are from Vegas, except that is for her two dog Christmas photos, and did i mention that she's also awesome cook too !, Her mash potato Christmas Snowman was such humorous fun times., Well along the trip, personally i've discovered that She deserves someone far more tamed then me, i've been living the grey lines on life for the past 3 or so years, and being with this very respectful very serious and far too easy to content Lady is generations beyond me. I of course very much appreciated her warm friendship, i knew that i should be gentle and back away once we got back from our Vegas vacation. Cause she deserves commitment something that i can't presently offer her, besides, During the trip, i had thoughts from my first marriage and how i had felt after 26 years of that life !, I know it's unfair to think she would be the very same, but I felt that i needed a Lover not another mother. Anyhow, these memories were wonderful and and same time very real. Please know that in the This Song theme, I was the bad guy, not her, She was sad to see me end it. Ok if you liked the Video, Please do leave me a "Like" or short comment, id be happy to know and it also helps my Channel " @papa.ohmar2024 ", There are many of my other video songs there, please look them up, i am very happy to share , Thanks