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I have been needing a person who would be like my parent. Because I can not live after my mom gone from me. Before those kind of happens, I'm wishing to have a good deep trustful connection with a person. I feel so much anxiety and worries and scared feelings alone. I have ZERO friends, connections with humans. I am so alone that have no one to talk to expect mom and chichiko and stuffed animals. I am trying to left many things on the internet only for letting my future person to notice about me. All my internet things are just SOS of mine. I don't like social worlds in the real world, also on the internet world. I keep do this activities for so many years. But sadly I can not be found by a person who wants to be my parent. That someone who can taking care of me and loves about me, who'd let me depend on him. my age is 1991, December.

I am just recording my games on here and save the memories on here 📼🎮
I also collecting the trophies or achievements when I play games
for not feel too meaningless more than just play a game
I feel everything I do is pretty meaningless and feel so depressed
but all things are until the death in the end
so maybe everything can be meaningless also not so much
maybe just whatever thing
I even don't know what I am writing on here now too
it is 11/25 2025 and 19:12 now
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2025 November/26th
I thought want to add more
These game play videos can be really meaningless and maybe annoying Youtube Company
because of too long boring videos
But I will thank to them that let me left those videos
I am scared to feel meaningless I think
So, that is the reason I try to recording most of the game plays
I don't record good or very well game play videos, just I play game and recording those
So these aren't for helping someone
But maybe somewhat can help some by letting them know what kind of game it is
Only that level and it is not my will, but natural happens it can be sometimes
What I want most is a good person someone like my ideal person notices about me accidentally, but I have so few hope
I can not lose the hope full, just because it means my DEATH
Alone is same that I am already not exist
I everyday feel I am rejected by the whole world too
Maybe not so much, I said too much
But I just have anybody that I know so deeply and not have any deep connections with anybody even on the internet and also in the real world, real world is impossible thing for me, because I am sort of Hikikomori and Neet too
It does mean, someone who doesn't have interact with human beings. when I go outside, it is with mom most of the time too. so I never talk or meet to a human alone it does mean too. I am having like this life since I was 16 or so, so that is all about me simply.
These game play videos are all my babies 👶👶👶👶
As like humans left their DNA on this Earth and lef the world
I am never wished to have a real human babies though
What I do is like that thing I think, just game version
Game DNA
maybe no one can understands me what I am saying
I just wanted to left the things that I am still alive on this Earth
it is a human being's system I think
But I can not leave any good things on this Earth, like I just can leave many trashes and poopoo
Maybe I will try to start drawing something again and want to left my drawings on some another channel too, maybe, I thought I must make another channel, just because I made like this name of the channel like I play games only
so
I am misanthropy
now 3857 letters so far
So I can write more again someday maybe :)
19:43
Now I made this account for uploading my new drawings someday
I don't know since when, but I think I should create something more
✎   / @oekakiyuroro  

I hate the trophies which I have to need humans, it does mean, Online trophies, I avoid those trophies most of the time
I call those games as evil meanie games 🏆👿
I understand that someone who has friends can enjoy about online trophies though
I think someone who has real friends wouldn't care about such things so much and just enjoy playing games together, so maybe not need online trophies in this world please.

Never contact to me who is not like my person I mentioned and someone who has no will to be too, not need a word from any other humans.