Скачать или смотреть Gina Livia, Tez Cadey - in my head

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feeling left out, feeling different and lonely. that’s what this song is about. trying to fit in, trying to find a place, outside of your head, in the real world, whatever this may mean. too scared to let yourself fall in love, too scared to let yourself feel, to let yourself be, the only place which gives you warmth and security is inside of your head. but this can’t be it. 'where in this world am i supposed to be, it’s what i’m scared of in most of my dreams' because sometimes i think there will never be a right spot, the right time, the right anything. it’s just about figuring it out, about floating and not drowning.

'in my head' is really really personal, but because of the production the mellow-feeling is a bit covered, which makes it a lot easier to feel naked in front of others. it's written and recorded by me and produced by the wonderful Tez Cadey.

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lyrics:
waking up, i’m turning off the alarm
lying in my bed till its half past dawn
thinking bout everything that I've done
and the things I tried, i thought before

i won’t ever be a lie
just hardly getting over things in time
oh it feels like a crime
everytime my heart stays in its line

what life would be like
if i’d never got in touch with fire
where is this heart of mine
i think i lost it in my paradise

but
where in this world am i supposed to be
its what i’m scared of in most of my dreams

it’s in my head

floating in an ocean of art
in the same way i’m getting lost in the dark
to mesmerize is what makes it feel tough
for the things in my life that i forgot to love

and i won’t ever chose my side
something which I always tried to hide
and oh it feels like a crime
every time my heart stays in its line

what life would be like
if i’d never got in touch with fire
where is this heart of mine
i think i lost it in my paradise

what life would be like
if overthinking never crossed my mind
where is this heart of mine

where in this world am I supposed to be be
its what I’m scared of in most of my dreams
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produced by: Tez Cadey (  / tezcadeymusic  )
mix and mastering: Jens Maiwald
cover art: Sabrina Prinz (  / hildihoerteinhu  )
cover original picture: Cori Kasus (  / corikasus  )
girl on the cover: Gloria Senta (  / gloriasenta  )
written and recorded by me
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