the deepest dive into sebastian from stardew valley

young. dumb. become so numb. join me on a gothically deep dive into sebastian from stardew valley where i have multiple mental breakdowns and fundamentally change as a human being xx

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~ CREDITS/SOURCES ~

thank you to my friend nicki for reading the walt whitman poem!

fic mentioned
A Stain that Won’t Dissolve by thespectaclesofthor https://archiveofourown.org/works/429...

my 6 heart scene graph
https://miro.com/app/board/uXjVKg1hu7o=/

youtube videos referenced
Folding Ideas - The Nostalgia Critic and The Wall    • The Nostalgia Critic and The Wall  
Sloan Stowe - (500) Days of Summer is a Revenge Movie    • (500) Days of Summer is a Revenge Movie  
Alexander Avila - How Conservatives Created (and Cancelled) Gender    • How Conservatives Created (and Cancel...  

gameplay videos used when making 6 heart scene graph
   • Stardew Valley - Sebastian six hearts...  
   • Sebastian's Six Heart Event (A Rank)  
   • Stardew Valley: Sebastian’s 6 Heart e...  
   • Play Solarion Chronicles: The Game wi...  

tiktoks
@meetcutesnyc https://www.tiktok.com/@meetcutesnyc/...
@deadcitys https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdRCvjFG/
@kyle_maclachlan https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdRCbJYu/

articles quoted
https://www.relationalpsych.group/art...
https://www.nytimes.com/2021/09/24/we...
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/cond...
https://www.bbc.com/culture/article/2...
https://www.cnn.com/2024/06/24/health...
https://www.eater.com/2014/9/19/65736...
reddit comment about sebastian's "vase" https://www.reddit.com/r/StardewValle...

other sources
https://web.archive.org/web/202401062...
https://stardewvalleywiki.com/Modding...
https://www.sleepfoundation.org/menta...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Numb_(L...)
Stardew Survey Results https://docs.google.com/presentation/...
https://recedingfuture.wordpress.com/...
https://raisingchildren.net.au/toddle...
reddit post about the blanket lol   / aita_for_ruining_my_girlfriends_blanket_th...  
https://www.wikihow.com/Tell-Whether-...
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvall...
https://community.playstarbound.com/t...

The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
accessed via (https://www.bbc.co.uk/bitesize/guides...) (  / gatsby-believed-in-the-green-light-the-org...  )

Song of Myself - Walt Whitman
accessed via (https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem...) (https://poets.org/poem/song-myself-51) (https://www.britannica.com/topic/Song...)

Music used
~ stardew valley ost
~ earthbound/mother sountrack - sanctuary guardian, resolve
~ ro ramdin (accessed via patreon   / roramdin  ) - dog, lit, krystal
~ Colorful Flowers by Tokyo Music Walker |   / user-356546060  
Music promoted by https://www.chosic.com/free-music/all/
Creative Commons CC BY 3.0
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/...
~ Carefree Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License
http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...
Music promoted on https://www.chosic.com/free-music/all/
~ Way Home by Tokyo Music Walker |   / user-356546060  
Music promoted by https://www.chosic.com/free-music/all/
Creative Commons CC BY 3.0
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if ur reading this. hi hbomberguy ur not gonna catch ME slacking on my sources

0:00 intro / part one
2:47 initial opinions
8:46 intro to seb
33:55 2 hearts
45:04 4 hearts
58:42 6 hearts
1:02:25 narrative design tangent
1:14:02 6 hearts cont.d
1:23:34 8 hearts
1:29:37 xX..contradictions..Xx
1:34:00 intermission
1:47:48 part two
1:58:42 2 hearts pt2
2:02:28 relationships tangent
2:10:54 4 hearts pt2
2:20:19 6 hearts pt2
2:24:25 abigail tangent
2:26:37 6 hearts pt2 cont.d
2:29:37 8 hearts pt2
2:34:38 dating
2:36:50 10 hearts
2:38:18 igetitnow.mov
2:42:29 10 hearts cont.d
2:51:04 engagement
2:52:42 marriage
3:20:38 14 hearts
3:27:30 summit
3:31:52 divorce
3:34:07 conclusion
4:00:16 credits

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