Distance

It might just be me, but at times I feel far away from everything and everyone, even though my distance to people or places haven’t changed. It’s both a weird feeling to experience as well as a difficult one to describe, but here is my attempt at getting it out of my system.

Lyrics:

Lately I’ve been distant
I know
I didn’t think I had it in me
I see in red
And rose
Still I see nothing clearly

Does it make any sense to think
Of what starts and ends in a blink
Oh please make a way clear as rain

I want a clean cut, short rout straight to the safe
I want a reason reasonably loudly calling my name
No room for mistaking, no need to fear faking
I ought to know

Lately I’ve been tired
And cold
Hate that I have it in me
I think too much
To loud
The thought of it drives me crazy

Does it make any sense to think
Of what starts and ends in a blink
Oh, please make a way clear as rain

I want a clean cut, short rout straight to the safe
I want a reason reasonably loudly calling my name
No room for mistaking, no need to fear faking
I ought to know

If I sneak out the back of this train thought
Will learn something new or not?
If I fear being caught in my mind
Is everything I’ve done just a waste of my time?

Lately I’ve been distant
It scares me so
I hope it turns around
Once I leave this town
And become the best
Of all I’ve ever been