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In this special birthday-eve episode, I open up with raw honesty about seasons of discouragement, disappointment, and those moments when the question hits hard — "Why am I even alive?"

Through Psalm 13 and the powerful story of Mephibosheth, we’ll uncover how even in our lowest valleys, GOD’s covenant love never lets go, and His plans for us still stand. This isn’t just my story — it’s a reminder for you that your pain can have a purpose, and your life still matters more than you think.

Whether you’re feeling stuck, overlooked, or like your prayers are going unanswered, this heartfelt episode will encourage you to hold on, trust GOD’s timing, and see His hand working behind the scenes.

📖 Key Scriptures: Psalm 13, 2 Samuel 9
💬 Theme: Honest struggles, hope in GOD, purpose in pain

00:00 - Introduction to my raw birthday thoughts
04:47 - It's okay to not be okay sometimes
05:36 - Lessons from Psalms 13
06:11 - Being Honest about your feelings before GOD
07:36 - Choosing faith and trusting GOD in the midst of the pain and unanswered questions
08:40 - Having your own lingo with GOD
09:30 - Story of Mephiboshet (2 Samuel 4:4 and 2 Samuel 9)
11:09 - Are you in a dry wilderness season of life?
11:58 - Why did David not remember Mephiboshet immediately?
12:27 - Why are there delays in your life?
12:41 - How GOD is protecting you indirectly...
14:48 - Why am I even alive?




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