happy angry sad confused at the same time | vlog 13

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00:00 infertility & the waiting game
04:50 new throw pillows
06:00 plans this week
09:30 angry fertility feelings
16:25 redeemed review
17:49 faking with benefits thoughts
20:09 where i've been
21:46 pictures make me feel cute lol
24:15 bathroom reno ideas
27:55 i wanted sweets & haden's salty
33:09 on leg hair & unpainted toes
35:41 would i be ok without a baby
38:33 lil haul & jewelry musings
43:13 educated update 1
46:06 being demoralized at old navy
51:50 mother's day
53:30 the vlogs are changing
54:18 educated final thoughts