tony & ziva || someone you loved [for andie]

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"I guess I kinda liked the way
you numbed all the pain" ♥

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f i n a l l y .

andie. babe. I feel SO shitty for not being able to finish this earlier. jo and elo can testify that I started this over a month ago, before birthday week, before I knew you and elo used THE SAME SONG for your bday collab (we've been laughing over this ever since you guys uploaded it and I messaged her like "guess who's vidding tiva to that song" and jo messaged me at the same time going "have you seen andies and elos song choice" sdkfskd).
but now it's finally here.
this video was so hard to make and I still feel like i definitely did not do their relationship justice. I was close to giving up on the project and then ziva came back last week and it gave me the push i needed to finish it. you know I never believed she was dead, but it's good to actually have my denial confirmed lmao now all we need is a tiva reunion and i'll never complain about this goddamn show again.
anyways, long story short I've loved these two for almost a decade now, they're one of my oldest ships and I was there through so much pain and heartbreak and they'll always mean the world to me. and they're one of the biggest otps andie and I share so it was the perfect birthday present for her (if i'd actually have been on time but siiigh)

now. I can't really put into words what you mean to me andie. I just read the db you wrote for that bamon video you dedicated to me again and started crying because I just love you so much more than I could ever tell you. you are the person with the kindest heart i have ever come across and the amount of love you give to the people around you is as overwhelming as it is amazing. I'll never stop telling you how incredible you are, how much it means to me that we lean on each other through good and bad times, how we don't have to feel like we have to keep anything from each other because the other person will walk away. it's something i've rarely ever come across and I just love you so so much. you are one of the most important people in the world for me and I hope you know that.
I also hope you'll like this vid because I'm unsure about it. I chose the song because I know you love it and when I started the edit it was your favourite (i hope you're not sick of it by now haha) but I think I used way too many quotes and I couldn't really get to the core of their relationship because I would need a 10 minute song for that so I ended up just portraying the most painful part of their relationship. are we surprised? no.
but I tried my best to make this a decent gift for you. because you deserve the entire world and more. I love you so much. ♥

please sub the amazing birthday girl    / @pandieex  


finally, a quick shoutout to jo for cutting and sending me the scenes (you are incredible and ily) as well as giving me much needed feedback when I first started this video. and shoutout to elo for encouraging me to keep going with the three magical words ("andie will die"). this video wouldn't be here without you guys.


"just come home. I just-- want you to come home. with me." I will continue to cry over this line for the rest of my life. bye.



Couple: Tony & Ziva
Show: NCIS
Song:    • Lewis Capaldi - Someone You Loved (Of...  
Editing: Malagenabolakaful
Colourings: Comes and Goes by glamourstar0x ♥

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Thank you so much for watching, please comment if you liked it. And please comment if you didn't. I really wanna know what you think! ♥


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