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Lately, I've been struggling to find joy in life.
I used to be a happier person. I used to laugh more, feel more… live more. But now, I'm stuck in this place where nothing feels right. I wake up and go through the motions, but deep down I feel completely lost.

This video is just me talking — honestly, vulnerably, and without a filter. It's not a motivational speech. It's not a glow-up vlog. It's just the truth.

➡️ I feel stuck in life.
➡️ I don’t feel happy.
➡️ I feel like I have no purpose.
➡️ I feel alone, even when I don’t know if I want people around.
➡️ And I don’t know what to do about it.

I know I’m not the only one who feels like this. The internet is full of highlight reels, but behind the screen, many of us are quietly struggling. We scroll, we compare, we wonder if something’s wrong with us for not feeling “grateful” or “happy” or “motivated.”

Some days I feel like I’m wasting my life. Like someone else in a worse situation would be doing better than me. And that just makes the shame worse. I feel like I’m failing — not just at life, but at being a person.

If you’re watching this and you feel the same — please know: you’re not alone.
You don’t have to pretend you’re okay if you’re not.
It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to feel sad.
It’s okay to not have it all figured out.

Sometimes, just saying it out loud — “I’m not okay” — is the bravest thing we can do.

This video is part of my healing. My processing.
Maybe it’ll help someone else feel a little more seen.
Maybe it’ll help me feel a little more real.

💡 TOPICS I TALK ABOUT IN THIS VIDEO:

Feeling stuck in life

Losing joy in everyday things

Mental health struggles and sadness

Not having friends or social connection

Wondering what your life purpose is

Feeling unmotivated and lost

Comparing yourself to others

Trying to exist in a world full of noise

The weight of doing nothing and feeling like a failure

Just being real when everything feels fake