Скачать или смотреть 【 GUMI English 】Ardent Liar / SmokyQuartzP 【 Original VOCALOID Song 】

Out of mind, out of sight—once more, taint my soul pure white.
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I feel really proud of this song! Originally it was meant to be a demo song for my UTAU, but since I don’t think I can finish it before the end of the year… I decided to use GUMI!!!
This song is about an OC, her name is Ashton Dayburn, real name CA-02! She’s an experiment that was meant to be an artificially created angel via combining angel DNA and human DNA! I’d love to go in depth about her lore, but I think that’s for another time
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Instrumental:    • Ardent Liar (Instrumental Version)  
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Voicebank: GUMI English V3

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Meaning: Ardent Liar is about a person who has lied to everyone so much, espesially themselves, that they lost who they really were. This song uses themes of identity loss, abandonment, suicide, and briefly references religious themes. Additionally, this song has profanity.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I never knew why I liked to pretend
Or why I lied until the very end
The person that you knew from the start
Was never the person you knew from your heart

I faced a reflection I couldn’t recognize
A phantom sprouted from my deceit and lies
What am I supposed to do to atone
When passion and truth I've not shown?

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm left empty handed
In this sea I'm stranded
All the lies that I've told
Gave way for the grudge for you to hold

I could care less if I make it past the night
For I've lost what was wrong and what was right

[Chorus]
I could care less if I make it past the night
For I've lost what was wrong and what was right
I'll burn alone in this hellfire
'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar

(Say woah, woah)
What goes on inside the dark
Would be found out in the light
(Say yeah, yeah)
I could never see the light
I wish I knew how to fight

[Verse 2]
(Rap part)
I figured it out! Haven't you heard?
I'm a nobody to you in this world
I used to think from my sins I had grown up
But oh f-, I messed everything up

(Singing part)
"In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti"
Erase me now; you’ll feel your glee
Even God forgave me not, could I make my own prayer?
Do I run? Do I dare? Get a grip, grow a pair

[Pre-Chorus]
Nothing's ever fair
That's my fault, fair and square
You I could chase—resist I must
Don't know if myself I could trust

Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired
'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar

[Chorus]
Mayday! Rejoice if I die before tonight
'Cause I've lost what was wrong and what was right
Oh! Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired
'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar

(Say woah, woah)
And you're never coming back
Guess I gotta live with that
(Say yeah, yeah)
What I've done has made me fail
Is this what it's like in hell?

[Post-Chorus]
I lied, I lied
It echoes in my mind
And hard I tried, I tried
But the truth I will never find

I’m burning, burning
But still I can’t deny
That now I’m learning, learning
That I can’t outrun the lie

[Bridge]
I lost the voice inside my head
Now all my thoughts are painted red

If I could take back every lie
Would I be someone that I recognize? (Someone that I recognize)
I know that I could never be forgiven
Can you know of my admission?

[Chorus]
I could care less if I make it past the night
For I've lost what was wrong and what was right
I'll burn alone in this hellfire
'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar

Mayday! Rejoice if I die before tonight
'Cause I've lost what was wrong and what was right
Oh! Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired
'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar

(Say woah, woah)
What goes on inside the dark
Would be found out in the light
(Say yeah, yeah)
I could never see the light
I wish I knew how to fight

(Say woah, woah)
And you're never coming back
Guess I gotta live with that
(Say yeah, yeah)
What I've done has made me fail
Is this what it's like in hell?

[Outro]
Out of mind and out of sight
I wish my soul was pure white