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Song I made about how I'm a trash brother.

Lyrics:
I'm sitting here alone contemplating all my thoughts
I've never understood why I've always been so lost
Nothings getting better and nothing ever changes
Nothing feels the same don't know why I cant explain it
I'm stuck in a panic all my problems seem titanic
I just wanna be okay I'm sick of being damaged
I just try to fake it and force myself to smile
Yeah ask me if I'm happy and I'll say Its been awhile
I don't like to lie anymore than I have to,
but I don't want them sad just cause I can't change my mood
and the longer I keep living stuck in this web of lies
I get further from the person that I first tried to disguise
Miss myself from when I was a kid
Back when the world didn't seem so big
I would do anything to live that again
Way back before I ever picked up a pen
Me and my brother just sitting in a room
Playing video games way past noon
Back when everything felt brand new
Nothing on our mind except for what we're gonna do
Nothing on the line and nothing had to wait
Not everything was and not everything was great,
but at least we had fun and mom made sure that we ate
Now we've drifted apart and it's all my fault
Cause I can't fix myself or even try to call
Can't get my shit together so I'm just tryna stall
I'm sorry for every time that I've dropped the ball
Maybe I'll be better when it hits next fall
I don't know how to say all this shit
Was gone so long that you got big
Didn't get to watch you grow up fast
I really fucked up and now times past
Hope you don't hate me cause I do
I feel like a piece of shit that wasn't there for you
Sorry that I wasn't more involved
Just tried to find a way to get the problem solved
Now I feel like crying cause I think I let you down
But I don't know if things would be better if I was around yeah
It just f**king kills me every time I see you frown
Cause I know that you'd feel better If I didn't let you down yeah