Grace VanderWaal Collection: Felt So Good

From the Anti Social Producers Club. June, 2023.
Written by Grace VanderWaal, Little Kruta, Idarose, Nicholas Petricca, Alex Kline and Erica Swindell.
Grace VanderWaal, vocals. Others.
-------------------------
Missed your call for three days straight now
I’m sure I must have left your wondering
I lost myself for three months running
I’m starting to not recognize myself again

All the things I said to you back then
All the lies, yet I guess I’m coming clean
See, the truth is that I’m a bad person
So I told you I loved you so that you would say you loved me

I’m starving, I’m shrinking, I’m turning
Smoke that’s in my mirror
That person is not me at all
My pillows, they’re talking
They’re telling me off
Oh, they know, they know, they know, they know, they know

Was gonna tell you but it felt so good
So good
So good
So good
Yeah

I should have stopped you but it felt too good
And I could, and i should, no, I could
And I tried but I lied when I missed it all
Cause I did when you cried so I didn’t
Was gonna tell you but it felt so good

I’m sitting here tonight darling
And you still got a memory in here
Parts of you are kept in this moment
Maybe I'd have let you need escape

I'm starving, I'm shrinking, I'm turning
Smoke that’s in your questions
They’re burning and turning to smoke