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🎬Drama: Love in the Big City
Episodes: 1 - 8
🎼Song: Andrew Belle - In My Veins
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To be honest, when I finished watching this drama, I felt a mix of frustration and anger towards Go Young. I didn’t understand why he didn’t try harder to maintain his relationship with Gyu Ho. Gyu Ho clearly did everything to show how deeply he loved Go Young, and it saddened me to see that despite all his experiences, Go Young still couldn’t hold on to the love right in front of him. It’s a love that isn’t easily found in real life, yet he remained scared, confused and still needed time to grow.

My anger towards him might stem from my empathy for the photographer and his unfortunate end, which I partly blame on the photographer’s inability to move on healthily after a rough breakup too.

However, hearing a beloved one’s perspective here on YouTube about Go Young, which was quite a different perspective from mine, made me pause and reflect. It made me consider that perhaps I've distanced myself from my younger self and the experiences that shaped me back then. In our youth, we often view the world with a mix of naivety and raw emotion, making us more forgiving of certain flaws and mistakes.

When I was younger, I might have related to Go Young’s fears and uncertainties, understanding his reluctance to embrace pure love fully. I might have seen his actions as part of a necessary journey towards self-discovery, filled with mistakes that were just steps along the way. But as I've grown and my perspective has changed, my ability to empathize without judgment has diminished. I find it harder to overlook actions that hurt others, seeing them now not just as personal growth but as irresponsibility or a lack of empathy.

This shift in perspective reveals how much we change as we grow. Our past selves might have found strength in Go Young’s struggle, feeling a kinship with his journey. Yet, with time, we might become more critical, valuing stability and emotional responsibility more, and viewing things through the lens of our own experiences. Their perspective reminded me of the importance of reconnecting with that younger self, to see through Go Young’s eyes once more, without the harshness of judgment that comes with age.

My favorite partner of Go Young was Young Soo. Yes, the toxicity drove me crazy too, but their chemistry was undeniable, and I loved the hot scenes—oh, shame on me. :)))

This song’s lyrics, on the surface-level, reminds me of his “Kylie”—something that’s “in his veins” and that he can’t get it out. On another level, it reminds me of the scars and doubts in our veins that require effort to overcome. And on a hopeful level, it reminds me of ‘love’ that we can’t escape once it arrives.

Can we just love each other without all these doubts? In this short life, it seems worth striving for.


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