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Lately I’ve been asking Him the same question over and over… why?
Why did so many relationships in my life have to end?
Why did it feel like no matter how much love I gave, how many dates I planned, how many meals I cooked, how much effort I put in… it still wasn’t enough for someone to stay?
For a long time I thought maybe it was something wrong with me.
But the truth God began revealing to my heart is deeper than that.

My choices in relationships were connected to wounds I carried for years… wounds from childhood, from not always experiencing the tender love and safety a child needs from a caregiver. Because of that, I found myself searching for that same love in men, in friendships, in places that were never meant to heal me.

And without even realizing it, I almost let my past define the rest of my life.
But God.

God pulled me out of that darkness and began showing me something I had never seen before.

Some things in my life didn’t work out because He never sent them.
And because He loves me, He wouldn’t allow me to build a life on something that wasn’t from Him.
Those endings weren’t rejection.
They were protection.

Sometimes God allows things to fall apart because He knows the purpose He placed inside of you is too great to be tied to something that was never meant for your future.
And slowly I’m beginning to understand…

Some chapters had to close so I could walk into the promised land God has prepared for my life.
Not because I’m perfect.
Not because I have everything figured out.

But because God calls people out of darkness… and turns their story into purpose.

And maybe everything I walked through wasn’t the end of my story.
Maybe it was preparation for the work He’s about to do in this next season of my life and yours too. 🤍