Fiona-Lee - When I Wake Up I'm Sad (Lyric Video)

'When I Wake Up I'm Sad' by Fiona-Lee out now: https://fiona-lee.lnk.to/wheniwakeupi...

Credits:
Written by Fiona Lee Till
Produced by Hugo White
Mixed by Nathan Boddy
Filmed and edited by Flower Up

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Lyrics:
It’s clear that I’m addicted before I’ve even started
Another thing to control myself over consuming
But I’m no good with eating sometimes it makes me nauseous
Avoiding putting the weight on my face again
And some people think that’s stupid coz I’ve been called beautiful but it doesn’t matter what you say if you’re trying to cheer me up
Maybe I’m realistic coz we’re always getting older
24 and I’ve still never been in love, love
And I’ve got so much
And so I hold onto this focus on something
that gets me out of bed in the morning
Cos’ when I wake up I’m sad
And I’m not saying I need a lover but if I did
I know that I’m obsessive with self detrimental thoughts and habits catastrophizing everything
But don’t say that I’m dramatic no I’m just afraid of dying before I get the chance to be what I’ve wanted to be
Since 15 years old when I borrowed Jacob’s guitar
And he let me keep it until I’d learned all of pumped up kicks
Well a lot has changed since then
I’ve sang at his funeral
Cos’ he died at 21 but I keep him here in my songs and
Hold onto this focus on something
that gets me out of bed in the morning
Cos’ when I wake up I’m sad
And I’m not saying I need a lover but if I did
I’d fall into them and slow time with kissing
a slightly less lonely life than I’m living
But when I wake up I’m sad
And I’m not saying I need a lover but if I did
But if I did
But if I did
But if I did
Hold onto this focus on something that gets me out of bed in the morning
Cos’ when I wake up I’m sad
And I’m not saying I need a lover but if I did
I’d fall into them and slow time with kissing a slightly less lonely life than I’m living
But when I wake up I’m sad
And I’m not even sure a lover could fix that