Скачать или смотреть There will always be another tomorrow ch. 8

Kylie's POV
Nick led me to the backyard and set my guitar up against the house. We sat down on the grass clearly in deep thought. It's crazy when you think about it. I've only known him for 2 days or so but he managed to spark feelings that I havent felt in a long time, and even more so...feelings i've never felt before. I've spent the last 48 hours with him and I cant help but dread when I have to leave him. He's only a friend to me though. But can just a friend give me such a big sense of security and safety?? Ugh as much as I want to, i can't get caught up in my feelings right now. I have too much going on to deal with a relationship. I cant take the risk of allowing another disappointment into my life. But Nick can still be my friend right? Im sure he would want the same. I took a deep breath and listened to the soft breeze. We sat in silence just enjoying each others presence for a while until he asked me, "So how did your boyfriend take it when you just took off like that?"

"Boyfriend??? No, not me. I've never had one before. When my dad was alive i was too young to date. And as i got older, i dont know, I guess i just never had the time to get into boys and stuff."

Nicks POV
I was shocked slash completely happy when i heard she didnt have a boyfriend. But i mean, she's NEVER been in a relationship. I brushed a strand of hair out of her face, "That must have been hard never really having anyone to confide to." I stated trying to maintain eye contact with her. She broke it and looked down shyly as she tucked her hair behind her ears. "I dont know, I either just hold in my feelings or write. Thats how i confide. But once in awhile i have to admit I just break down in tears. Mixed emotions come out. Sadness, Frustration, hurt. I miss those times when I was genuinely happy..." she explained to me with a soft barely audible voice. I took her hand as if it were the most fragile thing on earth and nervously asked, "Can...can...i..um, can I help fix that for you?" her eyes slowly found mine as if to question my question to her.

Kylie's POV
I looked up at him to see if he was serious. My eyes found his eventually, and I believed him. I smiled at him and replied honestly, "You already have.." He smiled back at me and stood me up from the ground. "And how, may I ask, have I already done so?" he asked jokingly. I responded seriousyly, "Because you helped me realize things that i would'nt have done on my own. Because you made me feel safe again for the first time in a long time when you held me in your arms. Because you let me let my gaurd down for the first time and just be a dork. You've already helped me more than you know by just showing up in my life at the perfect moment i needed someone like you the most." He took both of my hands and held them up by his chest. "As long as we're friends, I will always protect you. As long as my name is Nick Jonas, I will never let you stop being happy. I promise. I dont know who has been in your life in the past and who has hurt you. But i can assure you that I wont let that happen. I'll show you that not everyone you get close to can hurt you. As long as im involved, you Kylie will be happy..and i mean it." As he said this he wrapped my arms around his waste as he protectivly held me in his once again. I closed my eyes and nothing in the world seemed to matter. I wanted to stay like that with him forever. "You're a great friend Nick." I managed to say as I nuzzled into his chest and held on to him a little tighter.

Nicks POV
She held on to me for dear life, and i had no intention of letting her go any time soon. It was just us and nothing in the world mattered. My heart sank a little when she called me a great friend. I knew with everything going on that she wasn't ready for a relationship, no matter how good the connection we had. She needed time, and i was going to wait. I put my lips againsst her head not really kissing her, but resting my head there. I whispered to myself so she couldnt hear,"Take your sweet time.."

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