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My life
Saranagati – 5 - Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura
In my life
I’ve been
Addicted to sin
Not a speck of piety.
I’ve caused so much worry
And distress to others.
I’ve caused trouble
for all beings.
For my own well-being.
I’ve had no fear sinning.
I am selfish without caring.
Sad by others joys
Always telling lies,
Others’ sorrows
make me happy
Never-ending longings
Hide inside my heart.
I’m angry and love bragging
Always madly puffed up,
Dazzled by sense objects.
Pride and envy
decorate me.
Abstaining from good deeds,
But enthused
by bad deeds.
Laziness and sleep defeat me.
For honour and prestige.
I behave with deceit.
Caught by greed
and always lusty.
Saintly person shun,
This most wicked person.
Due to my
constant offenses.
My good deeds are hollow,
All my thoughts are futile
Miseries
have made me wasted.
Now I’m feeling old,
Without any resource.
Fallen and completely worthless.
This Bhaktivinoda, at the feet of the Lord,
Makes this offering of sadness….
Oh Lord! Please, let me be an instrument of your love!
Oh Lord! Please, let me be an instrument of your love!
Oh Lord! Please, let me be an instrument of your love! See less