【Jay-Shay】Lost One's Weeping - English ver.

Hello everyone! Been awhile since I've done a cover but I've been really determined to get back into it recently, so I tried to go the extra mile by writing my own lyrics and subbing the video. (I switched programs partway through because I was informed of a free trial for Premiere Pro...can you tell where?)

This has been one of my favorite songs recently, even if it's a bit depressing. Enjoy!
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Original Song: Neru feat. Kagamine Rin
Vocals/Mix: Jay-Shay
Lyrics/Sub: Jay-Shay

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Lyrics: (Free to use, just please credit me!)

This blade of distrust finally broke my skin
I tried to stop it but my veins just let it in
This weak love that I held, now it’s all pouring out
This pole became a spear, lethal and deadly, how’d
This happen….

It’s nonfiction.

Math and science are the subjects that I like
But language is so hard, I just can’t get it right
I’ve always been so worried bout the right answer
But if nothing’s ever right, then that is what I deserve.

The homework’s
“About Me”
What to say?
I’m empty
Not too big
Or too small
That’s how I’ll
Always live
But then why
Is it that
We sometimes -
No, always
We all say that we’re sad
And that we’re all lonely

Can you read all of the letters on the blackboard up there?
Can you see imagination in that kid’s empty stare?
Do you know who is the one who turned their heart into black?
Hey who is the one? Hey who is the one?

Can you solve all the equations with an abacus please?
Can you loosen up the rope around his neck, don’t you see?
Can you tell me if it’s right to live our lives in this way?
Hey what should I do? Oh, it doesn’t matter!

No matter how much the time passes by
We’re hypnotized, drunk, we carelessly fly
We’re taking shelter in arrogant pride
But why?
We know our power died

And once again I can’t solve yesterday’s homework
Not too big, or too small, that’s how I’ll always live.
So why is it that this demon deep inside us
Says “I just want to cry,” says “I just want to die!”

Can you read all of the letters on the blackboard up there?
Can you see imagination in that kid’s empty stare?
Do you know who is the one who turned their heart into black?
Hey who is the one? Hey who is the one?

Can you solve all the equations with an abacus please?
Can you loosen up the rope around his neck, don’t you see?
Can you tell me if it’s right to live our lives in this way?
Hey what should I do? Hey what should I do?

Can you say the area equation that we have learned?
Can you say childhood dreams that were abandoned and burned?
I wonder who it was that threw your dreams down the drain
Who did it? Although, I think I might know!

“I wonder when you’ll grow up? I guess we’ll wait and see.”
What the hell is growing up, can you tell me how to be?
Is there anyone out there that can explain it to me?
Hey what do I do? Oh, it doesn’t matter!