anything, everything!

anything, everything!

my world’s on pause
filled with after thoughts
fearing combat flaws
to my esteem

I know the cause
a path I’ve yet to cross
and the hardest loss
would be my freedom

took some silence
can I feel it out
cause I can’t keep up
the running around
If you need
I can leave

everyone has had it figured out
and I can’t take it
It’s holding me down
so I tiptoe through the quiet dreamland ahead

cause you are the best
thing that I wanted
and you can take
anything, everything
from me
I’m tormented by
losing my mind
from giving you
every single part of me

on my own

I burn daggers through the ceiling
Ive been trained to refrain from feeling
am I brave to berate this season

the people poke and plead
can you tell me what you need
I scream
just give me someone to believe

what do you tell yourself

when you feel like you’ve hit the bleeding
you can’t fix a wound
with a knife
It stays till you give it meaning

I could shelter in my ways for countless sunshine days
what a game
you came to play
forever changed

cause you are the best
thing that I wanted
and you can take
anything, everything
from me
I’m tormented by
losing my mind
from giving you
every single part of me

the life uncharted
has never felt this guarded
I’m left lyin in the corner
wondering my worth
pleading to my family
tell me what am I doing wrong
forget it
I’ve said it

when times get tough
you get tougher
now my walls are coming down
from this intervention summer
I’m got a reckless heart
don’t even start
I knew all along

I stay from dusk till dawn
reaching to your penthouse secrets
maybe I’m a little bit scared
I’m a lot bit scared
that the way that I love will never be enough

I can’t hold back my thoughts
pinky promise to be yours, I’ll keep it
maybe hold my hand I’ll see
If we were meant to be
you could be the thing I leave to destiny

cause you are the best
thing that I wanted
and you can take
anything, everything
from me
I’m tormented by
losing my mind
from giving you
every single part of me

best thing that I wanted
all in the stars

can you tell me when
I can forgive my charms

I never wanted to seem
disheartened
can we go somewhere far away

tormented by
losing my mind
today

I’ve got a reckless heart