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The past few weeks have been really hard for me. That sounds selfish because the things that made this week hard have been things other family members are going through. Basically, on Sunday 3rd June, I found out that my step-grandad had attempted to kill himself, which I wrote about in the description of my latest mental illness video. On Monday 4th June, I found out that my nana is dying. She is old, but to find out so abruptly was quite hard, and it really took its toll.

There have been several other things like my uncle's repeated falls while in respite care, and my granny starting dialysis. My sister and I have also been fighting a lot, mostly about her lying about having a boyfriend, then about his age - he's nineteen and she's just turned sixteen, but she told us he was seventeen and told his family she was already sixteen when she wasn't - and it's actually turned into real fights.

So yeah, this past month I'd say has been pretty shit, and it's showing no signs of getting any easier, but the only thing to do is plow ahead.

I would like to dedicate this video to my nana, because even though I know she won't see it, I am thinking of her.

Thanks for watching.

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Fandoms: This Is Us, The Bold Type, The Fosters, Last Holiday, Jane The Virgin, The Good Doctor, The Fault In Our Stars, The Vampire Diaries, Chicago Fire, Alexa and Katie, 50/50, My Sisters Keeper, Red Band Society.

Characters: William Hill, Jane Sloan, Grace Mullen, Georgia Byrd, Xiomara Villanueva, Aaron Glassman, Augustus Waters, Hazel Grace Lancaster, Elizabeth Forbes, Anna Turner, Alexa Mendoza, Adam Lerner, Kate Fitzgerald, Leo Roth.

Song: D.own T.o T.he S.econd

By: Z.ach B.erkman