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Lyrics:

I said there wasn’t nothing like my childhood,
Looking forward to going through them broken woods,
Skinned my knee drowning right inside a vacant sea,
Played in trees until our branches fell inside our misery,
Epistolary I'm sending to you through my memories,
No it don’t always have to be a tragedy,
I didn’t know what I was in need of back in 2017,
But I lost to my own tendencies,
I’ve become my own enemy,
And I am simply remembering the symphony that you once sent to me,
My final years as a teen, I will always remember what they meant to me,
Remember what they meant to you,
Sweet subliminals and we’re just criminals living out our days as thrown away miracles,
So for my old friends who grew up with razor blades to the veins here you go,
A song to lift your spirits if you’re feeling this its metaphysical,
And now that I’m inside a rut, I know I won’t give up,
Cuz I’m tired of dust and cobwebs weighing on my chest,
Obnoxiousness i’m a toxic mess,
I’m losing this family name,
I promise I will remain anonymous,
This is it, this is my conquest.
A kamikaze pilot diving in
and I wish I could rewind it
but this seems to be where our time ends,
And I’m probably gonna lose my friends.

Ends.
And I’m probably gonna lose my friends.

And now my fucks are razor thin,
I will remain amazing and I’ll face the days with the mind state to win.
And now that summer's over and the winter solstice had froze us colder,
As we grow older.
I’ll live happily, knowing that at Seventeen I stumbled upon the scene of a supernova,
Now all is kosher.
No more explosions over broken emotions,
Just let the commotions drown inside of that ocean you’ve been holding for this very moment.
Get on the floor and own it dismantle your opponent and show whoever who got the dopest flow that they don’t want it.
Resist the butterflies inside your stomach.
I’m hungry and I want it watch me rise as you all plummet,
I promised myself as a kid-- this entire game I’ll run it,
Like when I switch it up outside of the box it's my playstation,
A rubix cubes my room and the moon's my sub space station,
I’ll remain blatant when I say this with no hesitation,
I wish I could go back to the days I could forget we’re aging,
Because these days I’m feeling ancient.

A cigarette to numb the pain,
Because these days I’m feeling anxious,
A cigarette to numb the pain
Because I’m losing patience.

Written and Performed by Kevin Beaver

(2019)