being delusional has ruined my life.

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✿ 0:00 intro and check out my Patreon!
✿ 1:57 delulu is not the solulu??
✿ 3:30 my hope & faith has turned into delusion
✿ 5:49 moments when delusion has worked for me
✿ 10:07 being delusional only works when you’re privileged
✿ 13:29 being delusional has made things worse for me - examples!
✿ 29:20 I’m not owed good things in life to balance out the bad stuff
✿ 32:36 solution: prepare for the worst, hope for the best + mini rant
✿ 39:53 final thoughts, outro, etc

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