Nadia Decotis | I promise

OMG where do I begin?
I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY KILLED HER!! OMG I was, and still am, sooo heartbroken! Nadia was one of my favorite character, she had so much potential I was really enjoying watching her turn her life around and become a police officer. I was sooo excited to see more of her and they didn't even let her read her acceptation letter I WAS SO PISSED. And it's not just the fact that she died but THE WAY she died?? they had her murdered in such an awful horrible way and then had us listening to every detail in the SVU episode I've never felt this sick in my life in front of a tv show. I don't understand the decision to kill her because even though it's "good drama" and it started an amazing storyline for Erin (WHO'S EXCITED FOR SEASON 3?!!) I just feel like they wasted so much potential just like when they killed Shay on Chicago Fire. Why do they have to keep killing my favorites? I'm never getting over these two deaths, they affected me deeply.

This video is 3 months late because I couldn't get over it, over her, and then my computer turned into a bitch. But it's finally here! I HAD to make a tribute to the wonderful character that Nadia was. She was the most innocent of the squad and I really love the relationships she had developed with the unit, especially with Platt and of course Erin. I tried to show all her journey I hope you will like how it turned out. I was sooo emotional while making because UGH THIS SONG??!!! I kept crying my heart out.

I want to dedicate this to Stella Maeve for playing Nadia so well, she did a terrific job and I will miss her beautiful face so much. Thank you for your hard work Stella and thank you for being the sweetest angel on twitter! I can't even count how many times you favorited my tweets or answered me and that meant the world.

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coloring credits : NicoleProdz

Guys I'm sorry for not posting many videos on here. I would LOVE to make more but I simply don't have the time... School is keeping me very busy and I'm officially starting my last year of school ever next week so there may not be another video for months. Also in January I'm gonna study one semester abroad and I'm not sure I will have my big computer with me so I may not be able to edit at all. So be patient with me and be sure that even if I don't post videos very often I still come on here regularly and watch/comment many videos. So I'm never really gone :) Thank you so much for your kind words and your support.

I love you all so much xoxoxo
Aurore

Quotes on feminism from last weekend at the From Wilmington To Montreal One Tree Hill convention :
"The word feminist means nothing more than believing women deserve equal rights to men" - Bethany Joy Lenz
"Just because we have it better than people in some parts of the world doesn't mean it's good enough" - Sophia Bush