4Scythe - Did I Really Deserve It? (Official Music Video)

4Scythe - Did I Really Deserve It?
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IG - @zachscythe
Filmed & Edited by @allblackvisuals

Lyrics:
Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

Cause I be
Sick an tired
of being stuck in my old ways
Always feelin pain
Always feelin like I don’t stand a chance
But that’s my own fault
Been in the rain
Gotta clear the clouds
Gotta turn around
Gotta see the future
It’s my own lane
I ain’t wasting time
Gotta make it count
Cause I swear to God
I was meant for this

It’s all I got
It’s all I do
Can’t throw it away
Got to much to prove
I wanna be myself
In my own world
A reality that I’m proud of
I wanna Show you what
I'm capable of
Show you I know how to love
Show you I can be the one
Show myself that I can be the one

That I think I am
That I thought I was

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

But did I really deserve it?