Скачать или смотреть Dr Jo Dispenza week long retreat Brighton Nov 2018.Stories of Transformation,

!I found these videos marked "private " on my channel, and decided it is time to share. I shall contact Ana to have that interview, nowadays conversation is easy, I am very well ! Hooray!I found these videos marked "I went to this retreat with questions both about my energy body and my brain/gut . My energy had been in a beautiful place since March 2014, I can remember when everything started to look so beautiful, and I felt my head and heart filled with light through my right eye. I wanted some explanation for this ! I was confused because I thought that with such energy I should be healthy but I had a brain and gut sickness that was no joke, although Clive managed to make me laugh at my symptoms . He is hilarious and would not let me wallow. Laughter is great medicine too, my favourite. A good laugh can switch gene expression from disease to healing, literally hundreds of bad genes turned off and the good ones fired up. I am up for that kind of medicine .

Meeting Ana touched me deeply as I was feeling a bit lost in my brain fog, I could be present to support others if needed but I did not have the words to say anything that could connect me on a personal level. and I was in a mass of 900 people ! I could not bring my questions forth and could not show my muddle. Then there was Ana going beyond words to knowing and being there in kindness with me, asking me a pertinent question.
My first thought when I was pondering upon this koan was"Man of Tao is invisible", but then the question would not rest. I did a free guided hypnosis with Marissa Peer on line to take this exploration deeper and I saw childhood moments around the theme of invisible , felt my understanding deepen. I then looked at family relationships and how much may go unsaid, and allowed myself authentic speech . I saw karmic patterns, when we do not bring into the light of awareness we simply pass it on for others to bear.
So when Ana asked to interview me I said yes, and then No for I thought I would be muddled. Then I made short videos about my growing from "Mental illness" , Breast Cancer and The Brain/gut issue .In these short videos I share what I have learnt along my way so that perhaps others will find inspiration for their healing journey.
"Accept loss willingly " is a mantra of sorts for healing, it makes for an emptiness and there new things can grow. Our illness may bring us such gifts. I have some doubts that my very fascination with healing brought me imbalance so I could learn. Now I choose carefully what fascinates me and I tune into flowers and trees and the sense of how can we be simple and simply be . How can we be present to be the presence of love in each moment. It is always a balancing act, we are all just doing our best.
This feels good to be sharing , letting go of some of this knowing so that others may find their truth more easily.